Sometimes you start something in good faith and don’t really know what you are getting into. It is not really clear to you in advance, which is perhaps also a good thing. Strangely enough you don’t learn from it and there are always new situations in life that maneuver you into something like that. I’m doing something like that right now and whenever I think I see light at the end of the tunnel, something comes around the corner. When I was a child, there were already such things that I was childishly naive in getting involved with. Picking raspberries, for example, on the large fruit meadow behind the house…